” I like this, I like our friendship, this shit …. I don’t want this to end. We can’t rush into things. See, what happens when you cook food too fast ?”

.. ( it messes up)

“Exactly…. “
Sigh :(

It’s crazy how when we are far apart you are so close to me but now that we are back home, I can never seem to find you. This not only disappoints me but puts a burden on my heart. I can’t stop the way I feel for you, I not only want to tell you this but show you exactly how I feel…

6:45
I’m jealous of those who receive what they want in life and those who are happy. I just don’t know why nothing ever works for me. It’s so easy for some people while others like myself have to struggle. I don’t ask for too much. Maybe that’s the issue. There’s so much I want to do, so much I want to say but idk why I can’t push myself to do these things.

I’m just not feeling like myself …